Hey again

Sorry I haven't been on in a while. I kinda forgot about this site.... Well I've been having a crappy day. My dad pretty much told me I should die... But I ignored him and then the guy I like told me to go away and lose weight, sometimes I think that I am very much hated. I don't know what to do anymore. *Sighs* What should I do? I want to be loved, but I can't help but feel unloved and unneeded. I wish I was in an anime. Maybe Inuyasha with the Sexy Sesshomaru, or Bleach with the equally Sexy Byakuya, Or Naruto with the Nosebleed inducing Itachi....